I feel like panic-crying

I just received an email as a response to the email I sent to a professor the other day.

I was already pretty irritated because he didn't respond right away, nor the next day. And I'm on a time constraint. Now I just have nowhere to go.

Basically, I can't declare my Arts major because I was stupid and didn't learn that I had to take two courses in my potential major in order to declare it for next year. I only took one, which was LS101 last term. I'm usually really on top of things but for some reason, I just did not know about this requirement. It really was a silly and stupid thing to miss, but the mistake was made and now I can only find ways to fix it.

So I emailed my arts advisor, who advised that I take an online spring course. I felt very lucky and blessed because in order to take that course (the only course available this spring that would fulfill the requisites) I had to have taken SOC101, which I am currently taking. But when I went on Quest to enroll, I was disappointed to find that the course was closed.

Of course, I panicked and hurried to the Arts Undergrad Office. The kind secretary told me to get a course override form and even found the instructor contact information for me, so I could get a hold of the professor to arrange to get into the class.

I emailed the prof right away. Which brings me to where I am now.

My heart is unsettled. I am so worried. I know that God will provide and carry me through this... but I can't help but be extremely anxious and, well, worried. I really need to do this course. I honestly don't know what else I can do.

I'm still angry with the course instructor. I don't know if he actually read my entire email explaining my situation or not. Maybe he did and he's really unsympathetic. I know that if I email my arts advisor, she won't do anything to help. She's not the most helpful lady I know. Yeah, essentially, I feel like I'm... screwed.

But I want to get over my anger, bitterness, and negative feelings toward these people. There's no use in doing that because it's not going to help my situation. I think it's better if I take a more positive (?) approach to this. It's just so. darn. hard.

AHH FRUSTRATION AND PANIC.